My Christmas decorations are looking a bit "tired" . . . to put it nicely. One of the sheep in my nativity set has fallen over , and three chocolate bars are laying on the hay, right next to the wise men. It looks a bit like a cryptic crime scene.
Our once festively decorated dining room is now cluttered with a 50s fiberglass lampshade sitting askew on top of magazine ads, a pile of receipts, unpaid bills, and a Fannie May mint meltaway bar (missing two of the three sections of chocolate).
Yep. This is me - not the Instagram version - but the real one. Rumpled and a bit cluttered. Forgetful and uncertain.
This is the New Year.
For all of our celebrating, the grand countdown, the auld lang synes, the kisses, New Year's Day always seems a bit ordinary, even a bit disappointing, doesn't it?
So here I sit - still wearing my flannel pajama pants, no makeup, Alfred Hitchcock on the television, Christmas cookies tempting me to put off healthy eating just one more day. My mind is torn between plans and challenges for the days ahead, and the fact that I really, really need to clean my house.
But I'm glad that on this ordinary day there is time for me, for all of us, to stop and think.
So before I pull the plastic Christmas bins out of the storage area and pack up that poor, tired manger scene, Before I take a walk or take out the garbage that is piling up, I want to put words to this day. The first day of 2017.
Many of us have said we are glad to be rid of 2016. And, I have nodded in agreement. This year was a tough one. But I'm also realizing that in the midst of 2016 have been precious times with our friends and family. And I want more of those in 2017. I don't want grand, crazy, extraordinary things, just the regular stuff that I love, and a maybe a few special wishes thrown into the mix.
So here is my "ordinary" New Year's wish list...
- I want to walk on the beach and find another seashell.
- I want to go shopping at thrift stores with my daughter, looking for t-shirts, purses, and jackets.
- I want to bake muffins and cakes and cookies, and even a few of those recipes I've pinned.
- I want to enjoy dinners at interesting restaurants with my husband, and maybe a glass of Chardonnay.
- I want time and space to pray and think and read.
- I want to work and write.
- I want to clean my house.
- I want to organize my linen closet, paint the laundry room, throw out junk.
- I want my family to be healthy. I want my mom to come through her cancer surgery successfully with as little pain as possible.
- I want my friends who have suffered great loss and pain in 2016 to heal. I want them to feel loved and appreciated and find peace.
- I want to honor God with everything I do and say.
- I want to avoid worry, cast my cares on Him.
- And tonight, I just want a quiet family fondue dinner with a late-night showing of Rear Window, and maybe a glass of that almond champagne that's been chilling in the fridge.
Blessings to you, my friends. Thank you for sharing my journey in 2016. And may you get all of your ordinary wishes for the New Year.
Love to you in 2017.